well.

wat can i start with?

wat will i start with?

todae is the first dae of a new week.

i had said.

i hope this week will be a great one.

so i will try my best to be happy.

everybody seems like wana gathering.

haa.

im meeting my jies on thurs.

full attendance?

i dunno.

as usual i dont care.

i will just attend when there is a gathering.

i dont wana let iris feel bad.

imagine u organise a gathering.

and damn few ppl turn up.

the feeling is sux.

well i understand how the feeling is like.

and on the other hand.

dolly kept on asking me when are gg to chomp.

lol.

ya ya.

soon soon.

we will be chomp-ing soon.

by this week k!!

hee.

=P

to take mc or not?

to see doctor or not?

my toe still hurt me like nobody's business.

if i mc tmr.

and i wont be in store on wed and thurs.

but i still got quite a number of tasks undone.

can i be less busy?

y am i so responsible?

y am i having so much passion?

my fault?

in life there is times tat we need to make important decision.

i decide to go grand opening dry run instead of nus interview.

yes im sure everybody will ask me y.

well.

i got my own reason for choosing work ba.

no matter wat will happen in the future.

i hope i wont made the wrong decision.

wish me all the best ba.

(:

anyway reallie hope tat the grand opening will be a great and fun one.

just felt glad and honoured to be 1 of the 9 of them out of total 40 of us.

reallie wanted to go to these kind of big events ages ago.

everytime im not 1 of them.

now there is chance for me.

i wont let it go.

who noes anytime or anything can be my stepping stone for my next level?

actually for me to carry on study.

is a burden to me and to my mother.

to work while study is freaking not easy.

ppl ard me can hooray hooray during weekends.

hu haa outside.

chilling with friends.

shopping at orchard.

but me?

i had been spending my 5yrs of weekends working.

just to support myself and my mother.

and my i still owe the bank a few k coz of my poly fees.

if i reallie continue to study uni.

how much money will i owe the bank?

how much time will i need to return them?

so seriously shit to think far for myself and my mother and perhaps my brother.

i reallie cant afford to study uni.

(:

i believe in this chinese saying.

'xian ku hou tian'

somehow i dont mind suffer during young age.

all i hope for is i can enjoy my life when im old.

no need to fan abt money.

coz seeing those old uncles and aunties in my store still work.

reallie feel sad for them.

i will reallie prove it to u.

(: